And So I Thought....

whew.... finally!!! the unending worries are over... because of the stress from work, the looong hours stay at work, the problematic project i had, i had a recurring fever for three days... ito pa, i only get a fever during nights... and so i think, the pain im experiencing everytime I swallow was just caused by the stress i was having...

i rested... but it is still recurring... i was damn-worried that the sickness I had months ago came back... and again, i was really worried... here we go again... i never learned my lesson talaga.... why do i need to go thru it again?...

i told myself, inde yan.. it is just sore throat... pero it still creeps into me... im still really worried... i checked the symptoms... hmmm, it is somewhat the same... huhuhu.... i researched.... FUCK!!!

i really hate this feeling..... no.... im just being paranoid.... but, the signs are saying otherwise.... i just wanna die....

so i decided to take a 2-days leave this week, i think i deserve that naman...

and so i had the chance to go to Makati Med yesterday, i waited for an hour but it was almost 5pm and i had a meeting in the office... dun lang ako nabwisit sa mga pestend med reps... lalong tumagal ang pagiintay ko because of them.... cguro there were at least 15 med reps who visited that doctor... so 430 na, and I was still waiting, i decided to go back to the office na lang... besides, during my stay there, it seems the pain subsided na, so there's no need to see the doctor anymore...

earlier (wednesday), i had the chance to go back to the same hospital... i had no choice, thats the only hospital near my workplace... even if i hate going there because of the loooooong lines... at least in medical city, I would not need to wait that long....

and as usual, i waited for about an hour before i was entertained... i told my story... the personal medication... the fever... the pain... he diagnosed me... checked my ears, nose and finally, my throat... and the doctor found out that i had......

TONSILITIS

yipee!!!! my dilemma was finally over... paranoid nga lang talaga ako, hehehe... masakit lang sa bulsa ang gamot.... it will cost me a total of P1400 for the week-long medication.... ayan kasi... so talagang inde ka na makakabili ng bagong phone mo.... so sad.....

but at least, it was not what I was worried of, thats a good thing....